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ten.

DONE with exams. a week and a half left of school, amazing few weekends lined up...basically what i've been waiting for for weeks! only thing getting me down is the weather. its summer, it shouldn't be raining.

beginning-of-summer songs:

how to love - lil wayne

top of the world - the cataracs ft.dev

saved - tinashe

walking disasters - the wombats

be back soooon!

J x

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number nine.

so i have exams in five days...and i'm blogging. anything to avoid revision! actually counting down the days till next weekend, i love that 'exams are over' feeling' and not feeling guilty about not revising...not that the guilt is actually having an effect on me..i'm still doing this instead of revising right? oh well, i never really wanted to be a chemist, physicist or business woman anyway!

music:

Tinie Tempah - So Addicted (feat. Bei Maejor)

Weelynho Feat Drake - Fuck Y'all

Keri Hilson - Lose Control ft. Nelly

yes, incase you were wondering..i find new music when im on lockdown and get bored. enjoy :)

J x

8

number 8.

despite the fact that i've got gcse's in like two weeks, i'm in an insanely good mood! been revising-ish for the past few days..really exciting stuff. i will never understand why i need to learn about limestone and it's uses. when am i ever going to need to know the chemical name for quicklime? i wont. but apparently it's very important if i want to get a good mark in science.

i was thinking of just writing on the exam paper 'i dont believe in science therefore i refuse to answer any of these questions as it goes against my morals' in the hope of getting some marks for it..worth a shot for anyone who thinks they're gonna fail anyway!

but everythings good, no problems. maybe this is just a mood swing..im not sure its normal to be in such a good mood whilst being forced to stay home and revise..ah well hope it lasts!

you know those songs that youve had on your itunes for ages but ever really noticed, but then one day you're just like wow this is a really good song?..uni-ed sheeran. love the lyrics..

click on:

UNI - ed sheeran

J x

7

number seven.

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that is all. goodbye.

J x

6

number six.

summer summer summer. so close i'm actually crossing off the days till i break up from school. generally just puts you in a good mood, its like the sun is contagious :)

hmmm, remember the time i said i was drifting from someone a few blogs ago? drifting is an understatement now..more like in completely different oceans half away across the world from eachother..but i'm happy with it, or atleast i have to be. its better for both of us to not be friends, but better isn't what i really want. human nature rejects the whole concept of whatever might be better for you, and instead concentrates on other things..like stupid memories of the 11 years we've known eachother, or the handprints painted onto my wall. i see her everyday, we have the same friends, yet we haven't talked for over a month..i'm starting to realise how permanent this will be.

but anyways, exams should be on my mind right now. avoiding revision. and if you are like me, and think that doodling on your revision book, or making the 'work corner' of your room look pretty will help you do get an A*...wishful thinking. gotta stop running away from it!

hopefully by next time i blog, i will have at least put a dent in my pile of revision..

until then, listen to this..she has an absolutely amazing voice

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAaos80oPqg

J x

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number five.

A word of advice; don't draw on your sister's face with red lipstick if you get bored at a wedding, because you will get people starring at you and silently judging..along with your mother saying in a progressively louder - and angrier - tone 'behave yourself!'..which probably has not been familiar to your ears for a good few years. but what can i say, i was bored.

michael jackson's new album - that annoyed me. he didnt actually finish it before he died...none of the music is his; and you can tell. akon apparently thinks that he's talented enough to finish a song and claim michael jackson was a main participant in it. the fact that he thinks this indicates that he is a bit ahead of himself. he also needs to stop inhaling helium balloons. The rest of the album is obviously not finished by michael jackson himself...doesnt have the same touch to it. if you haven't already guessed..i don't like that album. trying to make money off a dead man isnt admired by most people.

i also don't like rude people. i just thought i'd put that out there. not that i can say i'm not cocky, sarcastic and moody at times..but some people need a slap around the face! but it would be a bit ironic to slap someone if i'm complaining about rudeness, so i can't do that can i?

anyway, good weekend. i'll be back soooon!

J x

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number four.

well haven't been on here for a while, hello :). hmm since last time i blogged, i'm not as 'depressed' it seems. everything is good. recently drifted massively and quickly from a very close best friend. well i didnt really 'drift'..more like ran away really. mother always says people change, and sometimes personalities just don't blend as people change and mature (or do the opposite, in her case). the truth is, you don't need people as much as you think you do. even when you think a friendship is tied by strings made from gold; anything can be distroyed when it just gets too much. if you are also deceived in the same way i was, thinking that the duration of a friendship had some impact on it's importance; it doesn't. you could find a better friend in someone you've known for an hour than one you've known for ten years. but anyway, probably a bad idea to trash someone on the internet!

summer, that's what we're all waiting for. we're at that awkward inbetween stage, its not summer or winter. not hot or cold..its nothing. big on drake recently, not that i have ever not loved him..but is it weird that his voice relaxes me? not sure about that one!

Okay, we outta here, toodles to you bitches.

J x